im ryt!! but they dont see it!!

.. its always a dilemma for me, wenever ders a decision i hav to make. its usually on things dat i must do. its becoz wenever ders a risky thing i must decide on, i think of it a couple of tyms..
if is it d ryt thing to do? wat will happend? or wats wid it?

its hard coz sumtyms,,,,,,, the ryt thing to do doesnt make u feel comfortable..
then ol u can say ' ol i did is for d pipol hu means a lot to me. . .' but its hurting me, wen those pipol u think of becme more suspicious,, and accuse u for being so selfish and not thinking of their welfare!! its so unfair!! ol u can say is '''oh well,, i wish i can turn back tym and decide only for wut will make me hapi.. and accept all accusations...'''

kainis!!

tingin na nga ng iba sayo 'K.J.'
tas magiging masama ka pa...

waaaaaaahhhh. . . .


hahaizt..
well,, things really happen d way u dont want it to happen...
i wish i can be more risky. . and i can gain more courage to try everything and learn from it..

wut's wrong??

im 21...

and life has no rewind...

if they can,, why can't i???

ill see u der!

wut wil u feel? if u lost sumbudy...
it's hard...
especially wen u havent seen her for long
and then u will know she's gonealready...

i've known dis one person..

she's d first person i called my best friend...

we are so happy before...
but ofcourse as time passes by we have to separate ways..

she live far from my home.. so i cant go to her that quick..
we've lost communication but still see each other wnever she will visit her family near us..

its so sad..

now,,,
i have a song forher...

werever she is ryt now...
hope she'll like this..

illmiss u cheche...




Bye Bye -Mariah Carey -

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend,
your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

its not wrong to be so cute enjoying

it was a little expensive to enjoi a thing in 4 days..
wat am i talkingabout?

wnever i think of it, i always cot myself smiling. Haha!! its so funny dat i cme up wid this cute situation, wut i lyk about this, it was a shocking revelation, dat a nice game, nids to be wid d ryt tyming and a ryt cute person..(.^_^.)

i did not ever imagined dat, i wil know him more bcoz of dis cute set-up.
i cant tel any one about d ryt story behindeverything. Basta wut i felt was a bit happiness and more of enjoiment..(.^_^.)

i cant say he is too ok for me, coz i cant really evaluate him. calling him wd a pretty much cute indearment, feels lyk, so 'boom!' . . . haha!!

funny,,, its really really funny.. 2 d point dat i wanna melt and turn it into happiness, dat i must not accentuate! its different wen u have funny and happi moments. . . . diba?


kaya balance lang dapat. . . .(.^_^.)


no matter i look stupid for him...

it's ok!!.. atleast ... it's not true dat im too reserved for everything.. i can play ganes but not cheat on a real game! i must admit,, ive cum to a point dat i was telling myself,, stop it!!! but it was in my system dat i felt more of having things unlikely nice for oder pipol,, but cute for me..

ive tried puffing,
ive been tipsy,
and even laugh and cry til i drop.

i cant explain my stamina ryt now.. its exclaiming!
i was a little bored, but then he came.. but in a short tym,, i felt bored again. i thought of escaping! and not to return again. Maybe its ol about me, i have quick decisions in quitting..

'mabilis ako magsawa!! kainis!..'

pero, ders still an exception for dat .

..ril.luv.waits, so those wid d real ones in d past, i must admit, ive waited, but as dey said:
'.....not everything lasts,, it stops and find anoder way, best word for dis....

'C H A N G E' . . . . '
(.^_^.)

knowing people

wen u hav stories to tel, it always involve the pipol around u . dey maybe d closest person uve known, d person u luv and even d most unlikeable person u ever met.



dey all hav roles in ur lyf. Like,, my friends, dey r always der 4 me, some of dem r not rily so open about deyr life, though its like that, dey become my friend tru a wonderful connection dat God made it happen!! on d oder syd, d close friends ive known, r dose hu open deyr life to me w/ no hesitations, and those hum i can wipe and sniff wid wen my eyes r into cleansing and my nose is flooding..



whoever dey r and no matter how rarely we bond, i still consider dem, d faces of my emotions, ive been true to them and they've seen me at my worst. i absolutely treasure them. its lyk having a superextended family.



speaking of family, i cant say dat if u compare my family to oders, we hav d perfect family,. no, its just dat forme.. my family is too good enough for me... i luv dem.. from my dad and mama.. upto my ate. . and 2 ol dose we shared r luv .. dey r always perfect "for me"..
i may not hav the gutts to say it personally but d true mining of love is in my heart, i cant trade dem for anything. i cant even share to them everything under the sun wuts happening to me coz it will sound weird for them , that's y,, id rather choose to giv myself a miserable situation dan giv dem ol d worries. der r a lot of things i wanna say, dat only a weak heart dat is trying to be strong can hide.. my fears, my undoubtly rejcetions of self and everything dat bothers me. it becomes harder wen critics and enemies u dont know, pull u down. and dey r so effective. its hard to col dem d most unlikeable pipol, it breaks my heart coz God never tot us to hate, He just want us to LOVE one anoder, dat we pipol cant do. . .


Everyday is an experience we must not forget. No matter how hurting it is, we must accept dat it is wat God has planned for us. Especially, d pipol dat we encounter everyday, hav d important roles in our lyf dat we must pay attention to. We have to learn dat ts not doing wat dey want dat will help us luv dem and be luvd by them,but rather kiping it healthy by applying wt God has tot us..

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"Support Robi! Big Brother is Not Primarily a Charity Show" as written by Mikee Lee

Here it is, the blog entitled "Support Robi! Big Brother is Not Primarily a Charity Show" as written by Mikee Lee on his multiply site last May 24:


Before I start ranting about what I feel is the wrong way to see Pinoy Big Brother, let me first appeal to you to vote for my friend and schoolmate Robi Domingo to save him from eviction this week by texting BB ROBI to 2331 for Globe networks and to 231 for Smart networks, or by voting online through
http://teensplus.pinoybigbrother.com/Vote/tabid/139/Default.aspx.

Robi has been nothing but an exceptional housemate during his stay, and in my opinion, the good rankings in this competition of values and attitudes give us a good picture of what characteristics Filipinos see as important.

Pinoy Big Brother was supposedly tagged as the "teleserye ng totoong buhay." For the past 3 years, it showed different batches of people living inside a house, trying to show whatever good or bad they have, with the hopes of winning a prize that amounts to at least a million pesos, among other reasons (like inspiring others and trying to jump-start a show business career). However, whoever wins or loses in the contest is ultimately left to the discretion of the viewers, who vote for the housemate they want to stay, and in most cases, eventually win. However, whoever is presented to the public as 'nominees' for eviction depends on the housemates themselves, and the way the housemates tackle this obstacle really bothers me.

I have seen countless instances when housemates (and even guardians) were nominated for eviction for the simple reason that they did not need the money involved with winning the contest. Being a housemate myself, I admit that it really is hard to say that you want a friend to leave the house because of whatever reason, but I believe that each housemate (or guardian) also has the mental capacity to discern that being well-off is not enough grounds for trying to dismiss a person from a contest that measures character, more than anything. Nominating someone because of financial capability, in my opinion, cannot be used as an escape route to avoid saying negative things about others. It has often been said that Filipinos are maawain, and that they want those least blessed to be victorious, but this certain Filipino trait of seemingly wanting the less-privileged to win should not be the reason for the more-privileged to suffer. We cannot let crab-mentality take over!

Big Brother is not primarily a charity show. While it tries to help the needy in some way, it is first and foremost a contest of character. I would never like to think that the sole reason that Nene, Keanna, Kim, Bea, and Reuben won was because they needed so much money. I would like to think that while yes, it was a factor, they were persons that really reflected what the Filipino stood up for. They were Filipinos with good character. It is alright to want the less-privileged to win, but please, do not bring people down for the same reason.

PBB is primarily a contest of character, and the best way to choose who to nominate (after assessing my own stay inside the house), is by assessing what each housemate has done for the past week. Nominations happen weekly for a reason, and I think each nomination weekend is a time to think about how each housemate has interacted with the others, or how each has done his part as a member of a team. If financial status is considered a good reason to nominate someone, then we can assume that PBB is a charity show. Housemates should know better.

Robi's nominations for the whole season are dumb, if he's nominated for the reason that he does not demonstrate immense financial need. If he's nominated by others as part of a strategy to win (that we'll probably never find out), since Robi has a good chance of ranking high, then things can be more acceptable. In that case, Teen Edition Plus would be full of devious housemates, which is pretty unlikely, considering our age. -Mikee Lee

THE HALF-BALD PRINCE. File photo of Robi Domingo reacting to his first nomination last April. Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition will be concluded on June 7, 2008. With the help of supporters, Domingo still has a chance to be the Teen Big Winner!

outdoor function

isang super saya at enjoy na outdoor function with my co-legionaries in our parish... as in.. un saya.!! hindi lang sya word... it really means a lot...

hindi kasi sumama un iba.. edi sana mas enjoy...

yoohoo.. it was held at Lake Villa sa Angono... na dapat sa bulacan un.. eh kaso nga delikado daw sa bulacan... aun... ang kukulit ng mga bata.. per masayang kasama.. kahit nilulunod ako... ahahahaha. . . . para na din akong naging bata nun kasama ko sila.. hindi ko na ininda un init.. kahit mainit.. lusong padin.. ang sarap lasi eh.. kahit bawal ang mga bata sa adult pool aba ang lakas namin dun sa nagbabantay... basta daw galing sa grupo namin un bata pinapapasok nila.... o diba ang sya... tas ang dami pa namin fud. . .every gutom may fud na equivalent... dami nga natira eh...at dahil sa fud na late kami ng alis... kasi nga nalate nagising si kuya joey para lutuin un fud.. pero oks lang sarap sarap naman ee....

grabeh... aun.. ang usapan nga 3pm aahon na at magbabanlaw.. pero wag ka.. umabot kami ng 5pm sa pool...

kung hindi pa kami sasabihan nun nagbabantay na maglilinis na ng pool by 5pm makamang wala pang aahon... hahaha... grabeh.. pati pag alis ang saya.. picture picture. . .

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seeyah!!

bye!!

first.step.to.nasugbu.batangas

Last May 3 and 4, 2008... The Vicariate Youth Council of Immaculate Concepcion, organized a team building at Nasugbu, Batangas...

there are representativesfrom different parishes.. from our Parish, we are only 8 that are allowed to go.. the first plan all the (18) officers should come. . . but some of us had conflicts in schedule. . then when we lay it down to Tito Dado (PPC Chairman), He told us that not all officers will be allowed to go, because on that same date, there will be a Pastoral visit. . so Fr.Manny first allow 4 representative to come... then,, when we go back to tito dado, he told us 8 could join the said event-

Unfortunately only 6 (mau, cyndi, jc, jobel, dana and me) from the 18 SSP - PYC officers are sure to come.. so for the last minute that we should decide who to invite. .we've decided bukai and larian due to qualified reasons. . . .

we are obligue to go to ICC by 3:30 am,, but unfortunately... I woke up late... grrr..... nakakahya tlga... panu namn kasi natulog ako 3am na....

waaah. . . .

aun,,

when we got there. . we were expecting for activities all day long... but we started with free time. . .that we can do whatever we want. . .

by 2p.m. we started the activities...

then finished it by 7p.m.

after that we r a bit disapointed because they decided not to continue the other activities..

so wut we did we just swim.. kahit ang dilim sa dagat...

aun... then. . .

aun.. the next day hindi na naman natuloy un activities.. kainis nga eh.. kaya aun... kanya kanyang trip. . .

picture picture nln kami..