valentines day???

Gosh!!! 12 sleeps left it's valentines day na!!And thinking it’s fast approaching..
i'm getting upset!!
Why?? coz it’s another yr dt i will be celebrating alone!!!! =`c damn shit!!! i will be preparing for my defense to forget about this.. but reality comes in during the day!!!! Everyone is greeting each other a happy valentine!!!!! duh?!! that’s as if true.. though not, they continue uttering those... hallur?? Im one of those.. hehehe.... I admit eveytime this special day comes, I really wish to hv sumone to share a romantic night... a dream like.. having a lovely date on a high place wd d guy I feel affection for, only the two of us there! and sharing everything under the stars with sweet songs played....and sharing everything under the stars with sweet songs played....yeeha!!! so much for that would be..... if that will cum true this cuming engaging february...hahaha!!!!!love it!!!! My God!! That’s a bit fulfilling... haha!! Anyways... when I think of valentines day.. I also love to wish for mah friend who has a best friend which probably was her ex,, that she may also hv such wonderful valentine.. and I think that will probably be possible this time.. coz they are always together.. and they always click!!! Hahaha!!!! KAYE WISH KO LANG!!! oh well..if that's impossible,,
maybe kaye and i will be sharing a hopeless night together again
as we did before and trying to figure out isnt valentines??wid a big laughter....it's quite easy to smile than to cry but when things like this happens... naku!! we forgot to smile.. and wut we do is cry... huhuhu.....